[.:.InGrid's Alter Ego.:.]

Today is MONDAY .... like celestial movie said, it's Men-Day hahaha that mean it's a boring day! Do you guys think it's true? I don't think it's true at all .... yes on Monday usually people have more tendency to be lazy cause we have to start another week again.... start another routinity ....

So here I am today at the office, sitting in front of my computer and no work at all.... i sometimes even wondering what I'm doing in the office? I feel like i have more things to do at home rather than in here ..... I think i can spend my time to do much more meaningful things.


My mood swing or well my mood elevation is totally disastrous ... i tought i can control it, but to others i'm still that obvious. It's totally not cool at all. When you're trying to hide your sadness and when you're trying to cover up something, you've tried so hard but others still can see it obviously.

SKIP SKIP SKIP ... don't talk about my mood here ... i just don't know what I'm blabering in here, cause i just feel like talk in 'giberish' just trying to pouring out what in my 
mind and most of all updating this blog of mine!!!!!

So we watch "The Prestige" 2 days ago ... not as good as i expected it to be. but the movie lasted for 125
minutes, pretty long enough i must said ... but for those of you who
plan to watch this, i must said this movie is confusing, cause it's
moving from future to past and then to future again and it changes
rapidly... definitely not a movie for teenagers! there'a bunch of teens
who sit in front of us and they were commenting something like
"What it is all about, it's confusing and ....."

what we doing afterwards? let me think? okay so yesterday we go to
Grand Puja by Garten Rinpoche and Tenshin Rinpoche and then at night
we went to eat at Panglima Polim ... at first we were planning to eat
at Poke Sushi, but hmmm we change our mind and go to DongHaeBokJib
instead ....

Entry ... TBC

Love,
Ingrid`

木乃伊 The Mummy

＊你說要我　死了這顆心
　最好永遠　存放在埃及
　像木乃伊　保持著神秘
　敲也敲不破　連世界都忘記

　你一直嘮叨著　所謂真理
　剖開了心就看到我不是她的記憶
　要我節哀　雖然她不該
　如果看不開　我怎麼活過來＊

＃愛　木乃伊的心在燒 金字塔裡悶到老
　也許我自己　太在意　被拋棄
　無法忍受　黑暗的　沉默孤寂

　木乃伊的心在跳　抱著希望慢慢熬
　我鼓起　最後的　一分力　撐下去
　相信真愛　就在我醒來的新世紀＃


Love,
ingrid~

last 1 week holiday have been a really great week for me, but just all of a sudden, during the weekend... just because from the way he answered me. it make me feel that I'm worthless in front of him. i was hoping he's nicer, sweeter and everything ....

But it seems like that's the hardest things for him.... is it wrong if i have higher expectation for him rather than from other people? Is it because I'm starting to compare him with other people?

Hope not! I don't like being compare to ppl, and i don't want finding myself doing something that i know ppl won't like either.

some destructive thought been wandering on my mind, it's kind of scared me... definitely scary for me... it makes me afraid that i'll lost my sanity ... trying to stay sane... try to make my logical mind keep on working.... trying to think straight!

some self destructive mind .... i habe this thought before but the urge not so strong. this time is stronger but i can fight it inside my mind.... i'm trying to tell myself that I'm in total control and in charge of my own life.... and i still love myself ....

Nothing happen in my life that worth hurting my ownself ..

Love,
Ingrid~

So it's been 1 week holiday ... @first i thought it's going to be not fun at all... i thought it would be really boring and dull but it turn out to be lovely and sweet week for me!

at least ...
1. don't make some stupid conclusion over something that not yet happen ... but well making the worst case scenario won't do any harm though.
2. always make sure you have several plan ahead, to make sure if plan A don't work well, you can go with plan B or C or others ....
3. what more .... it's a great holiday if you spend it with someone you love ^^


what am i talking up there? *confuse*myself ..... i remember about some topic that i'm kind of afraid to deal with .... but well after i went through it .. it feels just okay ... that's just because of my paranoid way of thinking *sigh*

let's see ....
21st Oct ... we went to Hanamasa and then go to Piazza
22nd Oct ... we went to P.S
23rd Oct ... we went to Sarinah Bucks and Pizza Hut
24th Oct ... we went to T.A
25th Oct ... we went to Gading
26th Oct ... we went to Gading *again*
27th Oct ... we went to Senayan City
28th Oct ... we went to MAG
29th Oct ... we went to Gading *AGAINZ*

Just see that's was my holiday trip ROFL, and most of the trip end up with eat,and eat and eat .... just pray that i'm not getting fatter *sigh*

and we watch movie for 3 days in a row ... John Tucker Must Die ... The Departed and D.O.A ..... and it made 23 tickets for us .... =)

Have a lot of coversation ... and open up myself ... and wow i don't know .. hopefully everything is great

Books that i bought this week:
1. Korean Grammar (kesaint blanc)
2. Kamar Cewe
3. Marriagable
4. PS. I Love You
5. Truly Mars and Venus

Love,
Ingrid~