[.:.InGrid's Alter Ego.:.]

TOday is my second day at work ... and guess what I don't know anything which make me kind of sad .... i thought i might be really busy on the first day but it turn out that i'm doing nothing and paying net ... it's nice but well boring too ....

I shouldn't rush learning something, i understand it too. But well sometimes it's not nice to look at people work while yourself doing nothing. I was hoping they will give me something to work out with maybe typing document or anything .... But they don't so I'm waiting until one of the staff have free time to teach me all the knowledge i should know ....

I'm eager to learn a lot of things right now ....

Loupe,

Ingrid~

~*~InGrid012~*~

PS : This is a STICKY POST ... which mean ... it always STAY ON TOP, even though i post another entry... so to check my new update ... look at BELOW this wishlist

My Wish List … *updated on Sept 6th 2006*

BOOKS (English)
01.    Stephen Covey – The 8^th Habit
02.   Why Men Don’t Listen and Women Can’t Read Maps
03.   Why Women Cry and Men Tell Lies
04.   John C Maxwell – 21 Irrefutable Law of Leadership
05.   Jane Green – Spell Bound
06.   Jane Green – The Other Woman
07.   Jane Green – Bookends
08.   Jane Green – Baby Ville
09.   Jane Green – To Have and To Hold
10.    Jane Green – Life Swap
11.     SunTzu The Art Of War
12.    The Mind of Billy Milligan
13.    The Milligan’s War
14.    Haruki Murakami – The Wind Up Bird Chronicles
15.    Haruki Murakami – Kafka On Shores
16.    Haruki Murakami – The Elephant Vanished
17.    Haruki Murakami – After The Quake
18.    Haruki Murakami – Coin Locker Baby
19.    Haruki Murakami – After Dark
20.   Su Tong – Raise the Red Lantern
21.    Harper Lee – To Kill The Mocking Bird
22.   Yan Martel – Life of Pi
23.   Cecilia Ahern – P.S I Love You
24.   Cecilia Ahern – Where The Rainbow Ends
25.   Dan Brown – Deception Point
26.   Dan Brown – Digital Fortress
27.   Sophie Kinsella – The Undomestic Goddess
28.   Rosary Girl
29.   Greg Iles – Turning Angel

 

Movies to Watch (either Cinema or DVD)
01.    Ice Age 2 The Melt Down
02.   The Da Vinci Code
03.   The Omen 666
04.   Fast and Furious : Tokyo Drift
05.   Perhaps Love (Takeshi Kaneshiro)
06.   Death Note the movie
07.   The Wild
08.   Over The Hedge
09.   Car
10.    The Pirates of Caribean II
11.     Superman Return
12.    Garfield 2
13.    Just My Luck
14.    Asterix
15.    The Lake House
16.    Silent Hill
17.    The King and The Clown
18.    Click
19.    Cake
20.   My Super ex-Girlfriend
21.    Ant Bully
22.   Failure To Launch
23.   Thumbsucker
24.   The Break Up
25.   Boo
26.   Love Wrecked
27.   Dragon Tiger Gate

 

CD’s
01.    1tym 5^th – One Way
02.   Se7en 3^rd – 24/7 (re-package)
03.   SG WannaBe 3^rd – Masterpiece
04.   SeeYa – Yo In e Hyang Gi
05.   NoBlesse – Romance
06.   NoW (YooHyunJae) – Big Beat
07.   LeeHom – GaiShiYingXiong
08.   Kavana first album (don’t know where to find it)
09.   SM Town 2006 Summer Album
10.    Big-Bang
11.     The Trax first album
12.    Paran 2^nd album
13.    YG Family 10^th anniversary album

Others :
01.    Garu Doll
02.   That one PIGGY DOLL that’s big enough to be hug ^^
03.   DVD Burner
04.   New leather band for my Baby-G Watch
05.   Jacket
06.   Shoes
07.   slippers
08.   silver necklace with some blue-ish stone …
09.   CAP … (esp. MajahFlavah, but well I love cap!)
10.    PDA
11.     CDMA phone
12.    Missha lipgloss (yeaps u see it correctly -.-)
13.    In-sight Bags
14.    Emily Strange t-shirts
15.    brown t-shirt from volcom -.-;
16.    Pure Milk t-shirt … with piggy pictures ^^;;;
17.    RipCurl wallet

 Dishes that I’m craving for …
01.    Salmon sashimi (just can’t get enough of it)
02.   Ttokbokki
03.   Nakji BiBimBap
04.   BBQ Chicken Nachos
05.   Seafood
06.   Butter-Pretzel
07.   Laber Kasse (Hope I spell this correctly)
08.   PatBingSu (Korean Red Bean Sherbet)
09.   Tiramisu (that made by my sis!)
10.    Blueberry Cheese Cake
11.     Amino Up (Something like Pocari Sweat)
12.    Flying Kangaroo
13.    Safe Drive Home
14.    Double Bacardi Cola
15.    Strawberry Daquiris
16.    Spezi
17.    Mueller
18.    Apfel Schoerler

love,

Ingrid~

What kind of attitude should I show someone when I am not attracted to him. Being mean is one of the – not working- solution that I have tried. Find a fake boyfriend won’t help either. Trust me I have try several attempt but it all end up even worse. So I once told a guy I have a boyfriend already, and I thought he would just give up and find another new “victim” but the worst thing happen, he didn’t even consider of giving up on me, but continue bugging me. Can you imagine that kind of disastrous event? I’ve had enough of it. What else make me a little bit paranoid sometimes … can you imagine someone stalking you? I mean stalking! As in following where you’re going. Luckily I was out with bunch of friends. What kind of “worse” experience I have encountered? My friends even told me … well you can write a book base on your true life, and I bet it’s going to be a best seller. I think they’re over-reacting. But well writing a story base on your life sounds nice. I mean you don’t have to making up story line, but thinking how your private life going public, that’s disastrous. I love writing stories, and yes the character and story line were influenced by all the things that surrounded me. That’s where my inspiration came from. Sometimes when I read my own stories, I will smile to myself, it’s like portrait of event that you’ve been through. Even well not 100% the same, with a little bit modification to make the story more interesting of course. But that’s make the story more down to earth. Maybe I really should consider writing a teen-lit. Chick-Lit is too difficult for me. Thinking of hand in my “Hyerin’s blog” to one of the book publishing company in here. Only that I haven’t finish writing the story. It’s going to be a real long story, with tons of character in the story, maybe I have to cut off some of the character. I haven’t update HyeRin’s blog for quite a while, I got tons of idea but too lazy to put it in words. Or to be exact … there’s a missing pieces that I have to work out before continuing with that “tons of” idea. Don’t want to make my storyline confusing for the reader at all. Thinking about ending the hyerin’s blog story … but I think some of the character won’t be agree, you know if you want to publish it, you really have to end the story. Or better make it as a trilogy or chronicles? *grin* Maybe it will go like Indiana Chronicle… hmm what should I name it “HyeRin Chronicle” does it sounds intriguing? To me it sounds “worse” not even making people want to read it … what I hate about making a story is … deciding the story title… that’s the hardest part. Deciding the title at the beginning will be so confusing. I wonder how people can make a nice title without even confuse. Sometimes I even wrote a short stories, and until finish can’t even decided the title at all. I even remember my friend pick up a title for the fiction that I wrote, but luckily the title suits the story well, and a lot of people reading it. Feel happy that people enjoy reading my story. I know that I am not as productive as I used to be, I can be really productive when I am under pressure. Just like when I’m writing on my theses, I was really stressed out, and see how many fictions that I created, but so sorry to all of my readers, that 2 of them discontinued. Don’t mean to discontinue the story at all, just well like I said, trying to figure out the missing pieces before I continue the story. Tons of idea been crossing my mind. I’ve been thinking to write a one shot again, maybe I can make a book which consist of several shot fictions. I don’t think people will like it, I mean there’s always homosexual topics in all of my story. It’s only a small part of it, but I don’t know how people will react. I even wrote some yaoi fiction, but trust me my yaoi fiction is totally nothing compare to those writers out there. But I’m thinking of writing some lemon scene, but hahaha don’t think that I am talented to wrote that kind of fiction. I must ask the readers, what do they feel about my writing styles, so that way I can improve my writing skills. Hope that won’t feel confused or even bored with my story. I remember I used to wrote all fluff or comedy stories, and in the end I ran out of idea. So starting to write a daily life story, I even wrote angst, which make people complain cause they said it’s too angst. But sometimes you can’t even stop the urge to make stupid sad story. I just can’t believe that the readers cry over the story I wrote. I know I made the story sounds depressing, but not that depressing. I don’t even make the clear ending, so I let the readers mind wandering like they want. But well all the readers concluded the worst ending. Maybe I should write down the sequel, more depressing one to make them cry even more? *just kidding* I don’t want fishie got angry with me. She request a fluff story of MinJay, but it end up that I wrote a real angst story for her. Loupe, Ingrid~

GOOD MORNING everyone ^___^

 

It’s my entry at this morning!!!! So let me started pouring out my heart in here.

 

I bought a book on Saturday, It’s “THE MILLIGAN’S WAR” … you know it’s the sequel of “THE MIND OF BILLY MILLIGAN” … one of my favorite books of all times. I just don’t believe they release the sequel in here. It’s a nice book. I recommend everyone I knew to read this book. I said recommend, not forcing ^^;

I even put aside others book that I’ve been reading, I just can’t wait to read this Milligan story.

 

Oh yeah so on Saturday I went to Anggrek with my “neighbor” and well nice window shopping, wondering around in mall without doing anything, but it end up I bought a book, I bought a gift for my sister and I bought some breads. *sigh*

 

I arrived at home 9.02 pm, and well on the Sunday, I feel so exhausted. I don’t know if it’s because of my new schedule. Maybe my body still need to adapt with my new activity. Or it’s just that I’m not in a good condition myself. But I think I’m in a good condition since I still can laugh and joking with people.

 

“Da Vinci Code” one of the movie that I want to watch BADLY! Hope they get the ticket for this Saturday. I really want to watch this movie. I love the book, so I bet this movie going to be good. Not for get to mention there’s a lot of part which being cut out from the movie. It won’t be the same exact details as the book. But If they produced the movies in the same exact details, it will become a seasonal drama. I heard so many people criticizing this movie, but my sister said this movie is worth watching, and I’ve been waiting for it ever since last year.

 

I read this book last year. I bought it at S’pore together with “Angel and Demons”. Hope that they will make the movie too, but don’t think so since this books tell a lot Vatican story. I think this movie will cause a lot of objection.

 

Dan Brown is now working on the Robert Langdon 3^rd adventure. What kind of story will he write this time? Is it another story with tons of details, which is STILL fascinating as the other 2 books, or it will turn out to be a disappointment? But I bet the 3^rd book will be another best seller!!!

 

What I feel like I want to do right now, is hug a big pillow or my piggy doll, or my PUCCA doll. I wanted  to go to sleep so badly. Feel like all of my energy been drained off from middle of nowhere. Seems like something “bad” sucking off my cheerful energy and left me with this pathetic mood. But I think I can feel better after lunch?

 

What a bad employee I am, it’s only 9.29 am and I am already thinking about lunch time. It’s like 2 more hours. *drool over my pillow*

So I can’t even wait until Sunday!!! Cause my sister is back!!! She’s home!!! *laugh out loud* can’t even wait to taste the 80% dark chocolate *grin* well, that’s one of the reason, not the main one. The main reason of course is I miss her soooooooo much! But well I bet she’s missing me more than I missed her!!! Isn’t it right my honey bunny sweetie baby? I know you love it when I’m calling you like that.

 

Oh yeah I haven’t told my blog ^^ that … lately I’ve been listening to old western songs. Not that kind of oldies. Just old songs… I mean during my junior and senior time. I really love the songs. Make me remember the good old times. I can’t even believe that times really flew so fast. It’s just feel like I still in university and now *poof* already graduated. Now I’m already working in some logistics company.

 

I think I got to stop blabbering now and start working. I mean start looking for something to work. *ciao*

 

Love,

Ingrid

 

 

 

 

There's a lot of thing happened in my life that make me wondering. First i've been wondering about my own life, what i want to be in the future. Seems like the goal that I'm setting is really far away from what i done.

I've been wanting to studying master degree, and i've been wanting to work in advertising company. But right now I'm working in a Logistics Company. I'm not saying it's a bad thing. I consider my self lucky, cause a lot of people apply for job but got rejected, while I didn't apply for anything and finally working in here.

Life is unpredicatble, but if predictable life's gonna be so boring. If the unpredictable things turn out to be good, that's totally nice but when it turn out to be worse, that's a total disaster.

Yesteday I had a dream, and yes i dream about him again. I just can't believe how often i dream about him lately. I think i can never forget him completely, cause everytime i think about him the less, he'll pop up again in my dream. Is it because he's really come to my dream or it's just the unconsciousness? maybe deep down inside i never want to forget him at all. So everytime i miss him the less (consciously), i just dream about him.

Every dream about him is just so clear. I can see his face clearly. Too clear. I don't even think i could ever forget him at all. Until now, I think i can still feel his presence even after 5 years he left. I might sounds so hyperbollic. But that's the way i feel.

Maybe people think that's really pathetic of me for keep thinking of him. he teached me a lot of things, he's one of my best friend. i don't think i can find someone like him. missed those time playing basketball, studying together, hangout together with him.

*sigh*

Love,

Ingrid~