Entries for December, 2005

December 2nd, 2005

End Of the Year~

Hi everyone It's been like 2 weeks since i last update, I'm trying to update again ^^ make sure i'm not neglecting my blog *again*

SO it's december now, not forget to mention that it's nearly  CHRISTMAS ... and i can feel the Christmas spirit everywhere, from the decoration on the mall and everywhere. selling a lots of christmas tree accesories, some hotel selling christmas cookies .... and also not forget to mention christmas card is everywhere .... maybe gonna buy it for some my buddy ^^

So .... i've watch XMen, WooHyuk, JungMin, SUngJin, KimJongKuk and Mickey (TUrbo), HwangBo, Park Kyoung Rim, and Ryan or Leon --; from Paran ... it's totally funny and dorky!!!!

And on SBS InkiGayo, i just realize Paran singing their ChutSarang song, but different version... it more upbeat .. and got a rap part ... well i think it's the remix version or ... -.-;;;

And SuperJunior plus i-13 .... i can't say anything about them ... for me it's like watching TOO many people being in 1 stage ... this is totally a weird idea of making such a BIG band ... and beside from i-13 .. i think they're still too young to be inside the entertainment circle .... and SJ .. HeeChul .. OMG he's too pretty to be a guy --;;;

So yesterday basically hanging on TA, and have fun .... with MiHaeng onni ... then at night go to her place ... and that's when i watch Xmen and InkiGayo!!! beside she cook a really nice meal for me ^^; and it taste soooooooooo nice~ OMG I feel like drooling right now thinking of yesterday meal~!

Yesterday i read something about the trax minwoo is quitting ... okay that's totally shocking... this is one of the rumors ... and if rose quit ... the trax not gonna be the same anymore .....

Oh yeah so let me tell you bout my dream yesterday night .. it's insane ... yes insane ... dreaming of me with TaeBin!!!!! okay .... so basically in this dream it's like TaeBin a.k.a Danny of 1tym is a member of a gank, and we're dating -.-;;;;; (I think i can make a fanfic base on this) ... and guess what, FIsh also in my dream .. she's with Teddy ... and the 4 of us were being chased by the other gank .... and when on the escape, me and Danny almost got killed but he protected me >.< while i totally panick and screaming for help ... and then suddenly out of nowhere someone kill the guy who want to kill Danny .... and continue the dream... we 're hugging -.-; stupid one???? but make me happy, and kinda lighten up my day ^^

So today i've been craving for ice cream, not only today .. i've been craving for icecream this whole week!!! and just until today! i finally can eat ice cream ... but what i really want isn't icecream .. what i really want is patbingsu -.-;;;;;

SO, I'm going to update at my danhwan ^^

Loupe,

Ingrid~

Currently listening to: NRG - Shiny
Currently feeling: touched
Posted by InGrid012 at 08:50 PM | GiMme a HuGz

December 4th, 2005

My Muscle Hurt >.

an nyeong ha se yo ^^; so another entry for today ......

Basically today i went to the GYM ... *again* and yesterday work out totally tiring me, and i can't do anything like yesterday? why? because the muscle is hurt!!!! so ... >.<~~~~

What i want to blabbering out in here is nothing to do with my activity ... just feel like i have the urge to post something in here.... just to make it more alive ... just making sure i'm not neglecting it anymore ... plus, the more i update, i feel like pouring out something from inside ... (whatever it is)

Oh yeah, what is it all about? i've been thinking of moving my blog to another blogger site, but as always i didn't do it.. it's all because i find that this is the easiest one i can use ... and i'm already got used to how to operating this one ....

What i want to read now is .... Lemony Snickets ... well it's kinda late to read ... but it's better late than never at all .... since all i have only e-book, i'm too lazy to read it, it hurts my eyes .... and do any of you know how many books is the series? it's already until 12 .... i just can't believe it ....

What i want to watch right now is Chronicle of Narnia ... i saw the trailer when i watch Harry Potter .... can you guys believe it i watch Potter at Thursday Noon ... ALL ALONE!!!! It's actually fun to watch movie alone ... but the most annoying thing is the couple who sit near to me ... they can't stop talking OMG, what are they doing in theatre? they supposed to be watching movie, not talking around as if there's no one else can hear their *loud* voices!!!!

So the 4th movie of Potter is totally awesome ... just imagine the line in front of the cinema ... the ticket sold out in just a few minutes ... it's totally unbelievable .... but they it's really worth it ... it's the recommended to watch~

Danniel Redcliffe totally HOT!!!! hahahahaha .. and Hermione sooooooo pretty ^^ I just love seeing them in that movie .... but for me ... the books are a lot better than the movie ... a lot of important and details essential aren't in the movie ... being cut due to the limit of the time ... if not i can imagine the movie becoming a mini series ^^

Loupe,

Ingrid~

Currently listening to: Paran - Freak
Currently reading: Sophie Kinsella - Confession of a shopahollic
Currently feeling: weird
Posted by InGrid012 at 11:19 PM | GiMme a HuGz

December 5th, 2005

Pi Gon Hae Yo!

Hi my dearest blog ^*^  it's like I'm trying to be dilligent in updating my blog~ hope i will always become dilligent ^_^

Basically it's a really tiring day for me ... tell you why .. because i've been out all day ... driving all around .. home - kuningan - mangga besar - home - taman anggrek - mu gung hwa - plasa senayan - taman anggrek - home .............. isn't it a long trip

but after all it's really nice ...

so i went to the bookshop, hoping to take a glimpse of Gothic and Lolitha Bible ... and too bad it's already sold out .... it's really2 rare to see that magz these days .. i wonder why, is it because they only sell a few of them, or because so many people like it alot, so it's hard to find it in the bookstore!

Hmmm what is my plans for tomorrow? let me think, i'm thinking about fitness again, but if i'm having my period ... do you think it's okay to have fitness? i really think it's okay ... only if someone good enough to be my chauffer =P

So i was hoping that tomorrow i will bump into a Gothic and Lolita magz ... just don't know why, i have this urge to see that magz, and even totally turn into a gothic girl ... i love gothic style, street punk ... and hiphop style ... but the GOTHIC style seems like dominant for this moment ....

So imagining me wearing all black .... gonna be killed by my parents i guess ..... wearing all black isn't good and bla bla bla ....

So i'm craving for CHEESE right now .... a MOZARELLA .... this can make me fat ... but OMG this is so tempting ... btw, it's not easy to find this cheese >.<~

Christmas already near ... so after this ... it will be new year .... then Chinese New year ... and .... the scarriest one for me isssssssssssssss .... VALENTINE ... this time again --;;;; celebrating it ALONE .... hate that .... i must make a plan for a valentine day!!! definitely a must!

So before planning to far ... my first plan is supposed to be New Year eve ... so guess how i want to spend that day .... i want to watch TV all day --;;;; i mean the tv show must be awesome~ it will be stupid to go outside the house in that time ... that you will be stuck in the traffic jam! that's why~

So tomorrow, i'm gonna spend my day in fitness again ... and yeah maybe not pushing myself so hard .. just work out and then if i feel tired just go rest for a moment then continue to work out .... =)

so right now I'm checking on SeoGang website ^^ so it's an end for today entry ^^

 

LOupe,

Ingrid~

Currently listening to: HIM - EPP
Currently feeling: pissed off
Posted by InGrid012 at 09:39 PM | GiMme a HuGz

December 12th, 2005

nan apayo >.

I've been trying to get online these days .... and updating my blog ... but i got a fever and must not got online .... >.<

So today i'm updating again ... so when i', having my fever ... all i did is just sleeps, eat and watching tv, what else can ido?

I even didn't go fitness for almost a week.... OMG i must go there again! before all of my hard work *dissapear*

Guess what i watch the "Sponge" ... i know what you guys think ... but i can tell you i'm NOT watching Sponge bob!!! it's a knowledge show from KBS .... and guess who's in the show ... it's KimYoungChool the crazy comedian .... and then ChaeYeon and Jerome ... Jerome really looks a lot like Teddy .. and i wonder if they have any relationship at all ...

Then i also watch the Music Bank .... ParkKyoungRim is the MC ... i just can't believe what i see ..... but the performance wasn't as good as I expected it to be...

Koyotae songs and performance was okay ... the funniest part is when JungMin let his eyeglasses fell down i almost laughed out loud at this ... I like GyunWoo songs ... it's soothing .... and Gummy ... totally has her style change a lot!

So then WooHyuki with his Flip Reverse ... he's totally HOT when he's dancing ... i mean who else can compete with him? i think Se7en and Bi ... ah yeah and the other guy ... forget his name the one who can popping ..... AISH ......

I don't like LeeSsang song ... it's too boring for me ... but i was hoping for NRG ... but can't see NRG at all ... i thought it might be for the next week ... i can see GOD as the closing show ... only 4 members at the music show ... minus KyeSang .... hey what happened to their old styles ... they looked old!!! weird man!

5tion MV .... they totally make me shock .... what the heck are they becoming a 6 member? i thought they only 4 now (since they used to be 5) and then 6 member? i only can recognize the 2 members ... so what happened? are they adding 2 members? or there's another members who went out and they found new members again? this is way too confusing....

Sugar .... what can i say about them ... i don't like them anymore .... they are totally weird .... they used to be cute and adorable but now .... trying to be sexy? that's not even their own style ....

Loupe,

Ingrid~

Currently listening to: VOS - Blue Castle
Currently feeling: apayo!
Posted by InGrid012 at 03:31 PM | GiMme a HuGz

December 18th, 2005

NarNia!

another entry for my journal today ....

Yesterday i went to a movie ... and NarNia is totally awesome .... one of the best movie i watch this year, not forget too add Potter at the list ... that 2 of the best movie i watch ....

Narnia ... this movie has a great effect, showing the magical creatures so real .... I read the books before.... and in my opinion the movie was far better than the books. I don't know why ... but definitely that's my opinion...

The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe .... that's a really good choice they made .... to filming the 2nd book .... the first book was kind of boring to me, i almost want to stop reading when i read the first book ... but the second one really nice ....

I hope there will be another continuation of the Narnia chronicles .... hope they made the 4th books.... the 2nd Narnia movies .... The Prince Caspian .... in the 4th book, the 4 siblings re-appear .... so that mean .. they're not in the book 3rd .....

I won't give another hint .. i mean spoiler ... for those who haven't read the books yet .... but yeah this is one of the fantasy books you guys should read .....

there's a lot of movie that i'm looking forward to watch .... Memoirs of Geisha ... Promise .... Da Vinci Code ... Wallace and Gromick .... i think i have tons of list. ... but right now this is all i can think of....

so after the Narnia show ... i went to eat at Red Tomato ... only 1 word to describe it .... delicious =)

Oh yeah ... i bought a novel ... don't know whether it's good or not .. but it tell us about the magician society in the London .... Jonathan Strange and Mr. Norrell, that's the title not the author ^^ hope this books is worth reading ... it's 3 book in 1

Next week already Christmas .... hope this year, we can have a nice peaceful Christmas ...

Loupe,

Ingrid~

Currently reading: Narnia - Dawn Traders
Currently feeling: uneasy
Posted by InGrid012 at 10:28 PM | GiMme a HuGz

December 20th, 2005

shocking for me right now

I don't know how to respond when someone told me he like me .... it's a good thing if someone like you ... but i just don't know how to respond .... it feel kinda awkward ....

It's not like i hate this person or dislike him ... but well ... we just know each other for a little while ... and don't know anything bout each other yet .... well ... it's kinda shocking totally ...

well, it's not easy for me to fall in love with a guy .... i don't know why ... it's just not that easy ... i think maybe i haven't found the right guy ... so i was confused ... is it easy for other people to fall in love with person?

So ... i just don't know how to face him ...

well ... i like to day dream bout Danny Im .... LOL okay stupid me ... but a lil bit daydreaming won't do any harm right? beside it's not a crime to day dream about him ....

So Danny Im is totally my dream guy .... i mean from his appearance he is ... but for his personality ... i don't know ... i totally into him ... but i don't know will i still be that into him if i already know him personally ... i think character and personality is the most important thing!

DO you think Danny will like a fans? i was wondering if any of the stars dating their fans ... a big mystery ^^ but .... well i mean they can get any hotties they want .... so will they date their hot fans ... or they won't ? if yes are they serious or just playing????

Loupe,

Ingrid~

Posted by InGrid012 at 10:41 PM | GiMme a HuGz

December 23rd, 2005

nan jongmal michigetne

Hi everyone .... i keep saying everyone in here ... in fact there's only me who's reading my blog.... *sigh out*....

How to make my blog interesting? but i think everyone blog totally interesting ... it's just describing everyone life in their own unique way ... in our own perception with our own paradigm ....

I was thinking to change my life ... but don't know how ... time just went so fast and it's totally freaking me out .... i was thinking that i might have a little change in this year .. (that's what i thought last year) yes i do change ... but nothing spectacular ....

I was thinking to have a date on special day ... but i just have to just forget about it ... i don't have anyone special ... and when i saw people with their someone it make me feel jealous of them .... but i enjoy my single time too ... i'm totally weird ....

I was hoping that i can meet Danny this year .... well hope ... dream ... that thing that always can make you go on ... stupid dream i should said .... but ^^;;;;

I feel a little bit mellow at this moment ... and the most annoying thing is you can't share it with anyone else ... so i just kept it to myself .... and just sharing it in here .... it definitely make me feel better by sharing it in here... feel like i have someplace to pour my heart out ...

I had a dream about dating with Danny ... i post it in previous entry ... that dream making me happy ... and i do hope that dream is for real ... but yeah .... i was hoping that Danny dream he date with me LOL he might be so hella confused .... who's that short girl in his dream ... i don't think he will even bother that either ....

Loupe,

Ingrid~

Posted by InGrid012 at 08:43 PM | GiMme a HuGz

December 25th, 2005

Christmas 2005

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE

it's already Christmas AGAIN ... so it means a few more days until New Year ... so what have you guys done in this year ... as for me i feel like this years flew by without anything impressing ... i mean i feel like nothing i've done in this years except for socialize ...

So .. I'm hoping that Next Year ... I will make my life meaningful ... and ... hope that peace in all over the world ... no war war ... no more demonstration and .... peace is the most important thing i guess ...

Just thinking how time flew by that fast ... it's really freaking me out ... but nobody can stop the time ... no one ever have that ability ...

Yesterday ... the Christmas Eve ... there's a fire near my house .... that burn my neighbour house ... it's only 8 house appart from me ... can you imagine ... the whole neighbour became panick .... and then the first think i grab when i was trying to escape is my laptop .... that's a lil bit stupid .... but that's all i can think at that time ....

Luckily the fire didn't spread out ... if yes it's a BIG DISASTER!!!! cause just 4 house apart of me is a chemical shop ... so it will cause a big explosion if the fire spread out .... i just don't understand why they let that shop open in this area ... they shouldn't open chemical shop in residence ... they should find a place which not to crowded ... far from people residence ... somewhere like in the industry area ... or the storage place .....

So ... i guess the forensic team go inside the house where the fire started ... and luckily there's noone inside the house .... the horible this is there's an explosion after the fire lit on .... and it hit the electricity ... which make the electrcity company have to cut out the electricity for sevaral hour ... and it's all pitch black at the road .... except for the burning house .....

WOW that's really a weird way to celebrating Christmas eve .... but yeah that's how it goes ...

Loupe,

Ingrid~

Currently listening to: Super Junior - TWINS (knock out)
Currently feeling: tired
Posted by InGrid012 at 07:58 PM | GiMme a HuGz

December 26th, 2005

Window Shopping ....

Guess what i'm doing today? ... well yeah window shopping ... didn't buy anything spending my whole day at the mall .... only a brown envelope which i'm going to use to send out my CV ....

What kind of job do i look for? I'm interesting with a freelance ... which doesn't have a strict working time ... jobs that i could take home ... i really need to find a job .... i need money badly!!!!

Okay .... i know money isn't everything .... but without money ... you're nothing ... don't you guys agree? we have to work ourselves to get money just to survive .... i don't mean that i should have a really glamorous live ... not that kind of live ... just money for my survival and needs ...

I got to buy a printer ink to print my CV .. and what else??? i haven't got a new decent pictures!!! i should go and take a formal pictures .... yeah the one for applying a job of course!

I think i work just to fulfil my wishlist? LOL just kidding .... but i mean i really should try to work ... i'm already a big girl ... already an adult and yet i never work before... well i used to give a tuition maybe that can count as work?

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh stress out >.<

 

Loupe,

Ingrid~

Posted by InGrid012 at 09:51 PM | GiMme a HuGz

December 30th, 2005

-.-

今天是我用华语写日记。

 

我很希望能有男朋友但不会为了这个原因我就会随便的接受任何人的表白。上星期有人跟我说他喜欢我,觉得他自己爱上了我,被人爱是件好事。但如果你对这个人没有同样的感觉你会有如何的反应呢。

 

我当初的反应是很惊讶,我们只不过见过一次面而已,他又这么能那么快着出那样的结论呢。我本人觉得如果我还没很肯定我自己的感觉我是不会轻易的跟人说我喜欢他。对于我喜欢的人,我也不会主动先说。

 

以前我有不快乐的经验。我觉得后悔因为没跟  我喜欢的人表白,但现在他已经去世了那么多年。如果我向他表白过,不知会有这么样的结果。

 

还有一次我向一位我喜欢的男生表白。最后他把握给甩了,不知他有没有喜欢过我。当初他是接受了我的表白但我不知为了什么原因。是因为他不知该如何拒绝,还是他真正的喜欢我。

 

还有以前有为男朋友,他真是个败类。我这样说有点残酷。但这两个月的恋爱真的让我觉得害怕。他没有工作,也没上大学。每天只有跟朋友玩。还记得当我提出分手的时候他还不能接受。最后,他还在背后说我坏话。真让我觉得好心疼。

 

那三个经验已经够让我烦了。还有,为何喜欢我的人全部都有毛病的呢。还记得有一位每天会打8 次电话,真够烦。还做出很不可思议的事,跟踪我几次。他真的有毛病。

 

那你们说吧,我觉得害怕有足够的原因了吧。

 

最后有位韩国人,我觉得喜欢上他。但他一次又一次的让我觉得很失望。他长的不是英俊,但有很多女生喜欢他。真的是为花花公子,才刚跟女朋友分手,就有了别的女朋友。还有他的态度真是很怪。如果你不喜欢一个人,你会不会要亲他呢。那时正在学跳舞,他无缘无故的要亲我,我当然发脾气啦,他又不是我的男朋友,但他的朋友全都以为我跟他是一对。他给别人的印象好像是我们两正在恋爱中。我当然不喜欢,所以我直接告诉他,我不喜欢他这样对待我。

 

他已经让我很失望很多次,我觉得我对他的冷酷态度是对的,女人也要有尊严的。不要因为你喜欢他就变成盲人。作人要有性格,要有尊严,要对得起良心。

 

我看要让我在爱一个人不是容易的事,我的经历没有甜美的,但我不会为了这样就不敢去爱。只是时机还没到而已。

 

今天就到此为止吧,明天才继续写日记。

 

爱,
潘菱

 

Currently listening to: FTTS - Gaseum Apado
Currently feeling: uncomfortable
Posted by InGrid012 at 07:34 PM | GiMme a HuGz