[.:.InGrid's Alter Ego.:.]

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I've been away again for a few days ... these been a very tiring days for me ....

last thursday is Grandma birthday ... we all gather around and made a party for her.... which turn out to be really cool, really do sounds like a big party ... planinng about 30 people and it turn out all of us is almost 60 peoples!

hmmm lot of pictures were taken on the party ,,, gonna show it 1 over here .... but only mine ^_^

I just went out with my friends today .. this is very cool, we have lot of talk except that i suddenly felt tired and become quiet ... sorry guys i really didn't know where my energy suddely go .... this is really irritating too ....

Oh yeah yesterday he called me just to ask where am i and stuff ... he really do sounds like he care for me ... but is he really care for me? in what way? It's just so confusing ... it made me think over and over again .... OMG i hate this ... this situation is killing me >.<

these few days i've been putting a lot of efforts in making romaniation or konglish for korean lyrical songs ... really happy that lot of peopla appriciate my work ^^

I'm so sleepy now gotta post another long entry tomorrow~

Loupe,

Ingrid~

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Ahn nyong ha se yo ^^ This is HyeRin speaking (Ingrid's Alter Ego) hahaha just kidding guys! Looks like I've been neglecting (again!) my blog ... (mianhamnida >.<

So let's start rambbling in here and there .... I went to campus today ... guess what I'm doing there .... went out to eat!!!  (isn't that great) I ate Chicken Cordon Blue .... (duh!  It's my friend b'day and she give us a treat at SOHO cafe .... 

Okay, after that I went to bought DVD .. yes DVD and I mean a LOT! *forgive my crazy way to spend money* >.< my money always spend on DVD, CD and BOOKS >.< I'm going to be broke this month!

Yesterday I went to some recording company ... not to record music! but just for fun and have a nice chat ^_^ and maybe I will get a job on this .... what am i talking about ....

the most craziest thing is 2 days ago!  ... i went out for a whole day ... in MALL ... in the noon the appointment was with my College friends ... and then at Night is my HighSchool friend ... can you believe it ... i got home at 3 in the morning ... we chat at starbucks until 2 ... lot of things that we're discussing .... definitely A LOT!!!

I bought a book .... don't be shock guys! I bought a CHICKLIT ... yes CHICKLIT .... you guys didn't see it wrong ^^ the title is Mr. MayBe ... the author is Jane Green . The author wrote Jemima Jones before and that's the greated chickliy i have ever read (aparently i only have read 5 chicklit =P and of course with some recommendation from friends)

Oh yeah the most interesting part ... at saturday I bought Potter ... and i finish reading it within 2 days .... well not dissapointing ... hope that the 7th book turn out to be great ^^

Loupe,

Ingrid~

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I went to noraebang yesterday with my friends and sing for 3 hours straight ... another stressing days ....

I don't know lately i feel like my life is too ordinary. I want something for change. But how to change my life into something that will be more colorful ... don't have any idea yet ....

watching drama never been my hobby. I thought that drama is just ... sooo over dramatic and sometimes that kind of thing will never in your life.... and guess what after i look back into my live, especially my love life... what can i say ... it's all so dramatic ... seems like i can make a good movie script from my love life ...

I just received the package of CD today .... and the songs are great... I'm listening to HyeSung 1st album now .... the RnB songs made my mood and my heart feel a little bit sad .... why? i feel like i missing something in my life. But I really don't know what I'm missing .....

Rarely it's really hard to go out with my friends. It's because we all have our own thing to do. Really hard to squeeze time sometimes .... rather sad thing of course. But can't blame them, sometimes it's me who can't go out with them....

I missed the good old times when i can hang out with my friends. I rarely went out with them these days. Mostly i went out alone. Sometimes it's fun but sometimes it made me feel even more lonelier ... Going out alone isn'n a pathetic thing, especially when you do need time alone ... but sometimes pretty annoying thing to do...

I don't know what else to say. I feel like my life is been a routine... i really want something for change. But it's not easy to make a change. To make the first step is not easy either... and took lots of courage... hope i have that courage ...

I'm soooo stressed >.< my mom always complain in everything that i do. It seems like i never do anything right in my life. Made me feel soooo useless. that's lowering my self esteem!

My friends said I have a high self esteem and my mom said i have a low self esteem. I don't know which one is true. But to tell the truth I always worry what if i do something wrong and yes i feel like i'm having a low self esteem.

OMG that's annoying. My mom complain about me and etc etc .... comparing her own daughter to another person. Comparing isn't a good thing!!!!! I will try not to compare my son or daughter with anyone in the future >.< even i know that will be hard.... but i will try!!!!

I really want to find myself a boyfriend this time. But I can't find anyone that attract my heart this moment. I don't know why ... my friends said cause I'm too picky... i never feel like that. Beside ... would you date someone that you like? of course you won't!

I really do want to find someone who care for me this moment. Just a little care and affection will do great for me in this kind of mood right now .... but I'm not that desperade .... Just from friends also can lighten up my day....

My friends seems like too bust these days that sometime i feel like I'm not belong to the group anymore ..... (not trying to sounds sensitive here, but hey sometimes you can be in the time when you're really sensitive!!!! and current;y I'm in that time)

Trying to watch tv and listen songs and do something that can distract me from my mellow feeling.... but what can i do now? >.< this is annoying ....

Loupe,

Ingrid~