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InGrid012

LOL ....

how many days since i last update ... my life these 2 weeks have lots of twist and turn ... some of them are good and some of them are bad i must said .....

I was so upset with one fact ... but i must face it ... i must facing the reality and what the hell i'm talking about in here .... it's not like the world gonna end ....

Okay something made me sad ... some fact that's been going on dissapointed me. But i do believe that everything that certain ppl do have some reason... even if that fact is hurting you ... that certain someone might unintentional doing it ... cause of the insensitiveness and stuff .....

*shrugs* is it true? or I'm just making an excuse of all ... *damn* this is become so pathetic ....

enough with the whining up there ....

so last week i went to noraebang with JoOne ... hey girl have you been checking here lately? and it's fun totally awesome ... we spend 2 hours singing ... trying to erase our stress moment only for a day!!!!

eating some tasty food too before and after noraebang .. it's really worrying me >.< worry if i gain some weight >.< i might DIE!

Okay what else? another thing i should adding in here .....

become confused now ....

maybe gonna adding it up tomorrow .....

Loupe,

Ingrid~

InGrid012

ahn nyong ha se yo yorobun!!!!

Another update from me here .... guess what I'm doing today???? going to MuGUngHwa with my mom ...

oh yes right another weekend which i spend with my mom again! so pathetic!!!! i wanna spend with my friends too but .... do they have time? O.o o.O

Okay let's continue the scrabbling in here.... Oun the girl from thai .... sending me a TON of se7en pics in thailand ... and what can i say again? that guy is totally cute! that's why he's always become so innocent in Hyerin's blog ......

Hmmm i ate Dwaeji bulgogi for lunch!!! it's good and evening i ate sashimi .... sounds like a porky pig eating too much . but i guess it's okay ... since no junk food today~~~~

and guess what i finally get the OST of You've Got Served .. the movie that's I've been wathing for 13 times ... hahaha yeah right you didn;t see it wrong 13 times! it have the great dance moves and they shoot the details of the dance battle .. which make me totally falling for the scene!!!!!!

Been really productive in writing the blogger style fiction ... making someone protesting -.-; yaish fish mianhae if i made you feel guilty about the corner .... beside you should be feeling happy there's a competitor that can encourage you to write more ... O.O

damn connection ... keep disconnecting from time to time ... sorry for the harsh language but can't help it if the conection keep bothering you right? and beside got disconnect for 7 times in a row will make any of you also pissed off right?

Hmmm i noticed my blog is really2 quiet ... should i made an advertisement or something to make ppl come and take a look in here? what should i post to make it look livelier >.<

arghhh jinjja!!!!!!

guess it's all for today~~~~

Loupe,

Ingrid~

*crazy mode*

InGrid012

Hi Hi everybody .... I;m here again to post another entry ... suddenly turned into *hyper mode* .....

Hmm i just met this girl in net and OMG she's so nice sending lots of Se7en pictures in Thai .... I almost faint looking at the pictures size .. it's so big and good quality ...

turn in to *calm mode*

Hmm today I've been reading the Da Vinci Code ... the book is great but not as great the Angels and Demons ... and truely .. i regreted that i read Angels and Demons first rather than Da Vinci Code ...

I've been so nervous this week , for what i don't know .. nervous for something i didn't know myself ... sounds stupid? or do i sounds like having a mental health problem here ... ??? like the Obsessive and Compulsive thingy~

hmm planing to go out tomorrow with my friend ... and guess what are we doing now .. yeaps now exactly as i chat with her through msn .. we're discussing where to go -.-; guess the mall in here are so boring that we didn't even know where to go anymore!!!!

I;m waiting for fish to post up the corner. Well i really curious what will it turn out to be ... too many character in the fic will make your head wanna explode .... and i guess i will be equally confused later when in the middle of the blog hahahaha

hmm what else oh yeah .... next week is my mom birthday and guess what i;m going to buy her? lol i even don't know yet! OMG what should i do it's only 1 week from today .... *shrugs* hoping i can find a gift tomorrow when i'm hanging out with my friend ... the great gift and unforgetable one!!!!

well here I'm posting my picture ... and beware guys ... this is the horrible picture you will yet to witness ... cose your eyes

Loupe,

Ingrid~

InGrid012

ahn nyong ha se yo .... Ingrid is here to update her blog once again ... seems like i become more and more talkative these days ... and been updating this often .... at least guys I'm updating the real blog of mine not hi-jacking others blog ... hahaha and updating my blog seems more appropiate rather than updating my FIc everyday ... cause the readers complaining how fast i wrote the fiction these days *grin* well guys if u have an idea... you just can't stop it .... but when you don't have any idea ... when you're stuck it's totally nothing you can write and during that time i bet you will all complaining about me not updating my fic so often *sigh out* ...

Guess what I'm doing today ... staying at home reading the Da Vinci Code .. it's almost done now ... well this book is good i must admit it! they writer must be really insane can write the story like this .. the plot and the details in the story .... i wonder when will i ever wrote story like that.

currently into the realy hiphop mode ... I'm listening to the Perry album By Storm ... i never noticed that 45Rpm .. are already participating in this album .. i wonder where's YG hide this person before .... and then they just release their album after this years? *crazy*

Feeling like i want to hang out with my friends again ... singing in noraebang will good for me ... cause i bet from thursday I=my schedule will be like hell ... meeting the lecturer and then he will ask us to finish our thesis in 2 months ... how am i supposed to endure this????

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm when will 1tym released their 5th album ... how can i survived without looking at my TaeBiny >.< hahaha just kidding ... I'm hoping the long delayed of their album really because they're giving the best shot for the album .... so oppa deuls don't dissapointed us!!!!!

well .... i wanna continue reading the da vinci code ... ah before that i hafta chat with my friend first and share some crazy mind of mine with her hahahaha

Loupe,

Ingrid~

InGrid012

Ahn Nyong ha se yo yorobun!!!! well another day has passed by ... OMG ... time went on so quick >.< feels like time is running out and I even have done anything ....

WOW I just can't believe it it's already .... 7 members for the YG Family International FC ... hope in this 1 month i can find at least 50 members ^^ ..... YG Family ROCKS!!!!

since there's so many YG FAmily new group coming out .... wow they're soooooo crazy 0.o why debut-ing in such a short time ... like stony skunk and 45RPM ... and like 45 RPM they're already singing in Perry album .... WHy do they have to "keep" the gasoo for so long --; just can't understand at all.

I've been watching the Taebiny games show hahahaha .... well it's making me laugh like crazy ... like RIVAL ... too bad i don't understand what they're talking about ... but the games really cute ... shiro saranghae, oorihaeyojyo.... the talking games against the team ... and i just can't believe it they also playing spiderweb games ... it's a very interesting games .. and i guess teamwork is very important in this game ....

I went to Anggrek today ... buy a gift for my mom birthday ... well just hoping she;'ll like it ... but eversince i bought her gift .. I Already know what will she said or how's she reacting .. whether she like it or not ... she;ll complaining about wasting money first --; *confuse*

Well going to continue reading the book now ... updating again tomorrow~~~

soooo for the bonus down here ...I'm going to post TaeBiny hunny bunny pictures~~~

Loupe,

Ingrid~

InGrid012

ahn nyong ha se yo ^^

wow~~~~~ another entry from Ingrid ^^ ... today i went to campus to meet my lecturer ... almost died of heart attack ... when i heard that we have to do the research in random sampling .... i guess this 2 month won't be easy for me .. it will be extra hard and more grumbling for me ... just hoping in this stressing moment i won't gain weight! It's always happen when i'm stress ... and I'm not hoping to gain weight in this time ....

hmmm my friend give me silver bracelet ^^ kinda cute .... and i was thinking ... what made her buying me such a feminine gift? ROFL ... wait a minute am i turning into a feminine mode lately ... seems like that ... cause yesterday some of my friends can't recognize me .. it's not like i'm wearing make up ... i don't like make up ... just from my clothing style ... and maybe because i used to be so chubby .... and then she also gave me a cd-rom which is full of game!  hmmmm this is going to be interesting ... i wanted to play game for kinda long time but i dun have any games! that's the problem!!!!

I'mwaiting for fish to send me the next chapter of HyeRIn blog ... but hey fish when will you give me ... i haven't update hyerin blog these days ... eventhough i have lots of crazy idea .... (I am crazy!)

Hmmm today is TIRING!@!!!!! but fun though! FUn my @$$ ..... LOL --; I've been really weird and OMG ... meeting someone that i don't want to meet at all ... it's really irritating!!! hope that i don't have to kick that person in his ass ... -.-;;;;;; that guy really have an attitude problem!!!!someone really have to educated him ... and that's not gonna be me ... i'm not that kind to educated person like him ....

I just got a quote from my friend today and i think it's quite true ....

"Nobody Dies Virgin Cause In The ENd Life F*ck Us All"

well .... you guys can't judge it urself too ^^

Loupe,

Ingrid~

InGrid012

ahn nyong ha se yo ... Ingrid updating another entry again in her tabulas blogger ... ^_______^ currently in a good mood .... isn't that a nice thing to hear?

I'm currently become more and more insane ... and guess why .... of course because of the thesis duh! but defintiely stressing me out ... can you believe it it cause acne on my face .... lots of it >.< what I'm gonna do ...???? it's annoying and yet so ugly!!!!!

oh yeah i just updating HyeRin's blog ... and it made me pretty curious with all the reaction will the post in the forum .... another fanfic from insane Ingrid ... *grinning stupidly at my computer screen* .... hope they will like it ... if not ... i can't do anything bout it *sigh*

Fish honey ... when will you posting the new chapter of fishie corner? *tapping foot impatiently* while glaring at Jea who's now clutching to JinHwan .... (ROFL)

Thinking for a while before continue the story in my blog ....

*AHA* (do i sounds like Kohler monkey) -.-

i just went to a wedding party with my parents ..... and OMGthis is worse .... too many people stuck in the small room ... it made me almost faint ... and the food taste not so good .... >.< sorry for complaining bride and groom ... but trully the room is too small for the wedding reception  .....

Wow ... can't believe it ... these days i become so confuse and surprising for me that i feel a little bit relieved .... I think I'm in love in these few months .... but after these days ... i'm just not so sure about my feeling anymore .... I know i sounds a bit weird. ... but yes i didn't miss him as i used to ... i still care for him ... but not as i used to. Maybe this is because too many things happening between the 2 of us ... and too many uncertain and unclear thing between us ... that made my feeling change these days .... I can say that i like him and care for him a lot .... but to say i love him ... i'm just not so sure about that myself ... and maybe he's not my destiny ^^;;;; well if we're meant for each other then it will no matter what happen .... but if not, i still have time searching for my Mr. Right ^___^

Mr. Right when will you come? ROFL.... my wish this year i can find myself a boyfriend at least on my birthday i want to celebrate it with someone really special to me ... and beside my birthday is also wine day .... i want a romantic birthday ROFL .... *^^*

ommoya .... what am i blabbering about at the top .... looking at PC screen and smirking stupidly at my comment ^^;;;;;;;;;

well i guess i have to stop it now if not these will sounds like I'm gonna post all my love story up here --;;;;

Loupe,

Ingrid~

InGrid012

Ahn nyong ha se yo ... cho neun INGRID iyeyo ..... I'm updating my blog again today ... these 2 days is so annoying because of the internet connection is so slow ... and then i always got disconnecting from the server ....

Finally i can get connected today ... I've been reading the story LANYU yesterday ... it's a good story just too many sex scene on the novel ... If only there's not too many sex scene i will recomment it to many ppl to read it ... beside from that .. it's a totally good story .... (ps: it's not straight, so if any of you got offended by the yaoi story ... you guys better stay of)

The story is sad ending, but i do love it. because not all love story end up in happy ending. the reality is cruel .... watching the happy ending love story makes you happy, but do you think it's realistic .... this LanYu story have lots of twist and turn ... cruel reality written well in this novel ... well feel pity for the "unstraight" society actually. They have the same right with us ... but yet people tend to look them as a contagious disease and try to prevent them .... how they have to silently show their love to the love ones .... making it not too obvious for the public .... it's so sad .... I just can't imagine it if one of my friends have to be like that .... that's not a life ...

I might sounds like a lesbian in here. ROFL well many people think that I'm lesbian ... want to know the reason? maybe it's just because I'm always become angry and pissed off if someone look down on the gay and lesbian .... but trully i never find myself attracted to same sex before.... admiring the same sex ... of course ... but only as far as that ...

Reading the novel LanYu made me think a lot. I just don't like homophobic person. they just too annoying ... thinking themselves as if they're "holy" person .... in fact every one is the same .... Don't they know that homosexual isn't about abnormality.... it's only about sexua preference .... But i know that many people when argue about homosexual, they always said in the bible and bla bla bla ..... if using logical mind .... i do believe that every person have a homosexual tendency .... they have attraction for both sexes actually ...

I'm reading another book .. it's called forbidden color ... it's also about the homosexual ... but it's Japan story ... LanYu is about homosexual in Beijing around 1988 ... so you can imagine how strict people about this thing ....

My familt often think that i'm so strange for liking this theme .... i don't know it myself .... thinking how brave they are admitting their sexual preference ... coming out from the closet .... not bothering how people reaction and can face the reality ... they're really awesome ... but not all of them are that brave .... many of them tends to deny the reality and made their live miserable ... maybe it's because the society norm that always pressing their life. The pressure for us already that intense can you guys think how the homosexual pressure is? the pressure i guess is almost unbearable.

I know some of them are too afraid to admit they're gay, because of they're too afraid ... they made themselves believe that they're straight and then they have a really miserable and unhappy live.

I guess we have to made the society realize that homosexual is normal ... it's not about abnormality anymore ... just made them realize that's only bout sexual preference .... but how to made them realize is the most difficult thing. ....

WoW ... guuess it's finish update again later

Loupe,

Ingrid~

InGrid012

hi everyone ... after a few days neglecting my journal .... this is HyeRin speaking ... Ingrid;s alter ego ROFL

what am i talking about anyway ...

so today i went to watch cinema "Batman Begin" hmm that movie was actually kinda good ^^ not telling the story over here

But too bad that my mood is really bad ...i don';t know why i guess i'm ruining the situation and stuff .... OMG i don't know what gotten into myself either ... I've been acting so strange and cruel to him. I wanted to be nice but i can't ....

I', trying to be honest to myself .... but i don't even know the answer myself .... what can i do ... i thought i love him but why didn't i thinking of him this weeks?

To be honest i think i feel like hating him right now .. i feel like i don't even want to see him or even spend time with him ... maybe that's why I've been acting strange today .... it's not like he's my someone .. but trully .,... I'm tired to be treated this way ... I am his no one, and why he make it like I'm important to him, while he seems like seeing several girls in 1 go .... i don't have the rights to be angry with him .... but could he please make everything become clearer???? at least show who he's like .... and don't be so ambiguous anymore .... it made me think that he's only toying with me.... if we're only friend .. please act like 1 ... he's been making me confused like hell .....or should i made it more obvious? he been giving a lot of ambiguos signal to me or to everyone else ... i just feel like i have enough of it ....

But do i have to asking him directly? i just can't do that either ... i don't know how to tell him what my thinking are ... cause he will just say i don't understand what u r saying ... he's really good at avoiding my question using that one .... well hell yeah ... i'm got so sick of it now.

I need more time to think about how my feelings too .... i'm not sure about how i feel anymore ... i want time so that i won't regret my decision later on .... i regret my decision back then ... i regreted twice ... and i want no regret this time ....

and i know life never been fair to everyone ... that's just the way life is. But I will try to make my life meaningful .... at least later on in the future ... when i look back at my life again, i will smile at it and cherish it .... >.<

Loupe,

Ingrid~  

InGrid012

Hi everyone this is the alter ego of Ingrid speaking again .... well, lately my mood is really worse and gloomy. Want to know the reason why too .... i just not being myself ...

well, I have a talk with 1 of my friend today .. and guess what he told me, he said I'm too tough for a girl and that's making guys afraid of me.  a girl like me won' t have a guy until i change myself ... but there might be some guys who gonna like this type of girl though.... I don't know how should i reacting to this comment ... but i guess it's totally true ... I'm too stubborn to admit that I am more like a man rather thatn a woman ... and it means mentally not physically....

It hurts too, even though I am comfortable with my style, this whole thing how people judging me also can affect me. I always don't want to know what other peoples opinion about me. Because i thought this is my life, i can do whatever i want as long as i didn't do anything that harm people. So why don't they just stop telling me what to do.

Being such a tough girl .... well, i never realize myself.... i always thought that the other girls ... (not all of course) arew being too weak ... and that's when I'm using my own paradigm, when i using my own standards to look on the surrounding ... but the fact is my paradigm seems to be difference from the norm ... and that's made me looks like a weird and annoying girl ....

Lot of people think that I am a very stuck up, annoying person that ever alive. because they judge me from my appearance, they never really understand me .... But luckily my friends who know me didn't see me that way.

maybe i won't find me love after all. yeah that's true ... I'm being too dominant .... that's what my friend telling me too. Maybe this is the choleric side of me .... damn it, i just want to be myself..... I hate this .... why can't girl be more dominant than a boy???? why should boy lead the girl and etc etc .... we're equal!!!! and also have the same right! so stop comparing the difference between man and woman! the society norms are driving me crazy!!!!

Yes i do have some standards of my own, and that's made me complain about other people works. I know this sounds like I'm so annoying. But hey ... if you all working with no standard at all, what will the results turn out to be..... progression is important, but that doesn't mean we shouldn't  set a standard for it .... we should set our goal and standard ... but the standard made base on the ability we saw our team have. But i don't know it's whether I'm setting high standard .. or it's the team who didn't work with their optimum ability.... it's really hard to tell the difference for the outsider ... since they don't know how the team ability and their progression ....

Guess that's what made me fail in the election last year ... hahaha the standard thing might made them scared of me... and who doesn't know me as the fierce leader ... maybe I'm not a good leader at all .... I always become the antagonist person in every division i stay.... it is about the discipline and also resposibility, but unfortunately nobody see it that way... they just thought I'm annoying and too bossy .... i just don't know what else to do .....

Well, I sometimes even doubt myself ... am i really a girl ....???? or I'm actually a boy .... of course when you look at me physically and biologically .... I'm definitely a girl ... but to tell you the truth .... my mind do sounds like a boy .... Am i trapped in this girl body ....???? or it's just the environment who's making me like this.... this is so hella confusing ....

Life is always confusing ... you can't always get what you want ... and you are always confused with everything in your life, life is about risk ... taking a risk in your life .... is like making a decision when you didn't understand what will happen next ... and yes I am now making a decision for myself .... which i hope won't made me regret later on.... I'm willing to take this risk .... for I don't want to be treated this way anymore ....

I sounds so selfish ... yes I am selfish i guess .... do I? i really confused .... my decision might be so selfish .... i only think about me when i thought of this decision ... i can't think of how he's feeling ... well, he never seems to be honest to me and beside ... who the hell i am to him. It doesn't seems like my decision will hurt him too.... well, might can hurt him .... but my decision is hurting myself too .... but i guess it's the best for the 2 of us .... maybe later on in the future I will regret it .... but just like what i said "Life is about taking risk"

Maybe when i have enough courage .... and when I'm sure about my feelings to him ... i will ask him "Nan No Han Te Teuk Byol Ha Ni?" right in front of his face .... confrontating him .... yeah might be .... but guess what ... I'm too scared to do this .... like when i used to said nan jongmal chowahae to someone back then ...... it doesn't make me happy at the end ... but at least I've taken that risk and give it a try .....

OMG too much content for this entry >.< post again tomorrow

Loupe,

Ingrid~

InGrid012

Hi ... OMG i just can't believe i haven't updating again in these few days .... suddenly the post like crazy mode for my OWN blog is set to off, and while for the HyeRIn's blog is set to on .....

these few days is totally peace for me, I'm staying at home or either went out with my mom. That really made me relaxing for a moment. I really do miss my old friends, i want to hang out with them ... but they're mostly really busy and not in here .... >.<

Oh yeah, i just can't believe finally 1tym MV is OUT ^____^ OMG I'm downloading them right now, can't wait any longer to see taeBiny face in the screen .... i wonder what style they're going to show us! hope it's not a dorky style like in NASTY mv.....

I can't believe that I've been romanizing almost 20 lyrical today! ... wow it's a new record after all ... writing20 konglish in 1 day and in 1 go! ... Hmmm hope everyone in the forum can sing along with their favorite songs now ^_^

talking about singing .... I feel like i want to go to noraebang ... it's been 2 weeks since my last noraebang .... and still i can't get enough of it .... why? because i love singing so much ....  my friends like to tell me ... "you're totally crazy about singing" yes i do --; i can sing for straight 2 hours and say, i still want to sing some more! >.< crazy right?

Oh yeah i finally got my hair highlight!!!! finally after 1 week of torture! i like bright color like the one i dyed last time ... and someone dyed in into brown ... and i have to endure it for a week ... and in1 week i've been staring at my hair in total desperation and frustration .... and the comment of friends was totally make me even more gloomy, feel like i want to kick the hair dresser for making my hair look in total mess ... luckily my mom allowed me to highlight it with pale yellowish ... so my hair become brighter ... not as bright as it used to!!! >.<~ but this 1 is totally better~!

I'm going to watch movie tomorrow .. and what movie still don't know yet ... but I'm not gonna watch horror... i have 1 bad experince before... it's not that i don't like horror! I LOVE IT ... but watching horror is better when you're alone... i watched with my friend back then, and guess what he's totally freaked out when watching the horror movie... it's so annoying!!!! feel like want to slap him for disturbing me watching such a nice movie!

Since then i told myself, never again watch horror with someone who's totally not into horror. especially a guy, cause my friends got an experience where the guy sudden;y glomp at her while watching the horror movie and it made her yell so loud .... and wow is that guy really freak out or just seek an opportunity?

So to prevent such kind of incident, i guess it's going to be Madagascar or Mr&Mrs Smith ... but to tell the truth i don't want to watch Jolie's movie.... i don't know but i just don't like seeing her, she just seems too arrogant for me which i don't like at all .... and since i like Aniston better than her ... i guess that's explain right?

I want to watch MADAGASCAR!!!! last week i also having dilema between madagascar and batman, and he choose Batman, cause he thought cartoon is only for kids! So i guess tomorrow going to be Mr&Mrs Smith ... which i don't prefer at all .... But sometime watching cartoon and acting like a kid made you forget for your trouble for a little while.... don't you guys agree with me?

Hmmm I'm going to have hair treatment tomorrow, of course i should have it ... can you imagine dye hair 3 times in 1 month!!!! it's a totally crazy idea, and blame it to the hair dresser for coloring my hair in a wrong color!!! and before something happen to my precious hair, i have to get a treatment ... once your hair is dyed and bleach ... you already damage your hair .... so treatment and vitamin are totally necessary!!!! You have to get enough vitamin for your hair, before you regret it!

What else ... oh yeah I'm going to look for a book to read tomorrow ^^ yes BOOKS!!! i don't have any reading sources anymore ... and i desperately need it!!! a day without reading is totally a torture for me ... but reading from my PC screen is hurting my eyes too ... so i hafta buy some books ^^

I'm going to be broke tomorrow ..... argh i hate this!!!!! but no way I'm not gonna let him pay for movie or meal .... it's just so ME ... i just don't want people to say I'm a matrealistic girl. and i know he definitely don't like it when i'm trying to pay when we're going out .... but i just don't care if he happy or not ... it's about self pride too -.-;;;;;;;;;; ....

what am i blabbering about ... -.-;;;;; hmm gonna sleep now~~~

Loupe,

Ingrid~

InGrid012

Hi everyone

WOW after the dilema yesterday .... choosing the movie which one should we watchand it turns out that we choose another movie ... WAR OF THE WORLD ... hmm i wonder who's the boy who's castig for Tom's son ... he's definitely cute!!!! and for Dakota Fanning what can I say about her? she's absolutely have a great talent!!! i really like her acting ...

wow i guess i've been so often watching ciname these days ... i just don't understand why i wanna go with him lately ... it's not seems like i still like him ... i know as friends we still can hang out together too... but he always made mistakes and he always make me upset and stuff ... this guy is totally wow i just can't describe it .... and thinking about his attitude toward girls ... i really do think he's a playa .... omg what the heck why should i got stuck with a playa .. i deserve better .. I'm not a playa ... i want a clear relationsip and steady one ....

I'm turning 23 in this october ... and thinking that till this time i stay single sounds so pathetic .... this gonna make me crazy ... of course i won't date any guy that want to date me .... i want someone i really like to date with .... and it turn out that my friends all told me, well you've been playing hard to get these times .... but i never think that way ....

I'm hoping on this birthday .. like i post in my entry before that i want to have a romantic birthday!!! find myself Mr.Right .... and it's getting bored for me watching movie on wednesday with him ... we're only friends ... it's okay if we watch once in a while ... but 5 times already and everytime we went it's only the 2 of us .... i used to be happy about this .... thought that he might be Mr.Right for me, but after this times, i just realise that i don't know him any better ... he just too secretive to me... that's make me upset too ... used to make me upset ... but now he still making mistakes i don't know whether he did that on purpose or not .... but trully .... my wounded heart since the valentine incident can;t tolerate any excuse from him anymore .... OMG and lot of ppl think we're couple ... and yet he didn't do anything do deny it ... and what can i do .. i told them no he's not but they only tought .. ahhh she's shy and stuff .....

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR .... maybe i should hang out with a different group of ppl .... my Mr. Right is still somewhere out there .... >.<

Loupe,

Ingrid~